Sat Dist Art

Ka-tze Ka-tze Ka-tz howls howls,
howls growls tones zounds moans,
Stop a while, start once more, stop again, yowl more, crash door.

out of the room, open the door, on with the light, abscence of cat, enter next room,
five in the morning, no joke, open corridor, find cat, feline flight,
howls growls tones zounds moans.

Stop a while, start once more, stop again, yowl more, crash door
out of the room, open the door, on with the light, enter Zelda – awful cat.
close that door, just a cat, outside winter cold, poor ting.

Ka-tze Ka-tze Ka-tz howls howls,

howls growls tones zounds moans,

stands enraged at sittingroom door – moremore.

Feed it slobber, ok now, no problems any more,

Sleepy self goes back to bed, just to rest the ancient head,

on that pillow back to sleep, cat is silent, easy now.

Finally it was necessary to let the insistent felix semi domestica into the sitting room.

I like cats on account of their individuality, inventiveness,

and generally pleasant character.

They also have a charming manner, and tend to get their own way.

Never sleep much anyway

nineteenth morning notes

29.11.2013.

At one woken by a noise. at five, awoken. What come between nobody knows nohow.

Stare at the cieling and listen to the cat singing from the stairs. feel awful. Bathroom. Wash.let in the cat. Feed the cat. Cat-eats more than human. Unhuman animal. Dress up, dress down as the Germans say. Put these two ancient hard drives in my pocket and the blog book too. Leave the house. It is not frozen but there is dirty snow everywhere. The street, the church, the Lada. All the same as everyday.  Think of identical annual procedures . There must be a regular event requiring progressive police attention, there are four cars today. All hurrying somewhere. A running man, maybe a chinaman, passes and rushes on. No way is he running for sport. He rushes across the road, a car stops, he gets in, the car drives on. Strange. Waiting for Tebus, Fourminutes. Bloody freezing. On the way to the station the driver misses a stop- Screams out of the off. Apologies, excuses, then he stops.

The station, the food, today with such a big smile, pretty and efficient. Eat, drink and blog.

The train is in early. A second train is added to the fromt. Odd. They usually take each other from the rear.
get in. Sit. finish ,coffee. Blog. Will the train be overloaded in- Moosbury? Will see.
Sleeping people in the train. Steeping and consulting smart phones.

Next station Moosbury.

The usual hordes of people. Stink of perfume. Causes sneezing. Train moves out again. The woman on the left moaning some rubbish about her O-byte. Most boarish of her Starts to read a book: Her companion is sad and silent. May be married.

Nobody standing today. Why is everything moving so fast? Maybe because it is Friday. Monotonous soliloqy, in the background.Some man who is solving all the problems of the world. His neighbour is intent, assertive, maybe resigned to his fate.

Train drifts on through the dark.

Next Stop Freesing.

Possibility of change to local rail. Take note of all warnings and advice on the platform. Next stop Fusing.

Downstairs, upstairs local train, White lady, remark to each other on the railway performances of the last weeks.
Next stop Neufahrn.
The two trains couple. Takes ages, train driver nervous. Lets passengers out.

get out. Downstairs, upstairs , white lady vists the baker. Bus comes. Have a nice weekend, white lady.

Ticket check today. Show the inspector a three week oldticket by mistake. He says

 donkey scone and goes- Let sleeping dogs lie, never mind the truth.No point in turning myself in.. None at all...

No visible sunrise today. Just fog, and grey skies. Snowy fields.
Past the blue weather hermann power tower. Temperature maybe minus four. pretty cool. icecold.
The running computer man with his salty summer shoes gets out. Next stop terminus.
Let the girls out first.
Enjoy their advantage and her smile.

walk through the grounds
Clock in machine informs me of error.

NEXT STOP
ROOM 2055 

nineteent morning notes

28.11.2013

        Morpheus invited and fed by Zolp. idem. No future in it but the present is pleasant. Like the proverbial tag until four thirty, turn on and set the forgotten alarm and sleep untill five getup and wash and shave a bit. Back.Cat behind glass door today, let it in : put clothes on and feed de cat.

Out, nearly mixup keys. Really cold today. Past the old Lada, quick red car early morning speeding inthewainstiect. (The smokyshop assistant passes. Alone at the stop.

        * Bus with grey-haired driver todayiheatandeffuient. 

He changes the roll on his machine. Drives fast, not furious At the station all the smokers standing around their square. They only step inside to put out their sigurettes. The station door is jammed with the cold. The anotolian looking girl with the local deal act gives me my food and drink. Put two lids on the coffee by mistake. On top of each other. Take one down. Write for ten minutes untill the crowds move off to the train. As the train comes in move to a different door. Find seat. Large clumsy woman with more baggage than could be normally used in a days work succeeds in obstructing everything, puffing and blowing like a surfacing sea elephant directly opposite Puts her bags all over the table.

        The usual sotto voce announcement from the ticket collector over loud speakers, welcoming all aboard the train, and apologising for the fact that it is shorter than usual. There is a man opposite with a tight lightblue woollen hat pulled over his face to keep off the light. Another with eyepatches to do the same. The next wearing headphones with his eyes closed. 

   Announcement.

Neat stop Moosburg. Please get out on the night.

As we roll into the station an announcement for the neat station. Obviously pressed the wrong button, Ticket collector comes by in Mustburgy. Friendly bald man in a blue neat uniform. Stamps the ticket. with his clipper.

 Roll and wobble on to Friizing. People standing now, this is a short train. 

Announcement

Change to the s-lotal-train in F Reising soon = 

Can hear the crackling of the overhead electrical contacts in the iced up overhead electrical lines. It is so dark outside, the train seems to just shake from side to side

Announcement

Next stop Fry sing. You may change to the Esban and other local services.

next stop Freis ring,

Please leave.  on the right.

        Down the Freising platform's stairs, through the tunnel and up onto the next platform. Into the train. Meet the white lady. Talk to the white lady.. She is always on this train. Albeit not for the last two weeks. She was pouring concrete and other building materials into her garden, during that time, terracing it. She chatters away, much as she will do tomorrow. We all go down the stairs after leaving the train on the left, and up the stairs to the busstop-Christmas lights everywhere, same as last year. The bus is on time. Choosey, white lady.

 I gain criticism from the bus driver, she says that boarding is on on the other side of the square. The proper place to board the bus is on the other side of the road. Muttering. Oh. Ok. Stay on the bus.

        See the dawn from the bus, as we enter Dieters him. The bus heaves its way through the village, hopping, starting, mounting the curb in the narrow streets. Now the

 Garching reactor steaming away to itself, the chemistry department, GE, GATE, the metal workers, and I can see 'Hermanns Tumtower in the distance in all its illuminated, post WWII Uboot, glory. Boltzmann, LRZ, the grumpy blue runner gets out, Next stop terminus

        - exodus?

Walk, admire! IAS Christmas tree.

Clock in in the basement. Pleasant cleaner cleaning loo. Down corridor up steps.

Room 2055

nineteen morning notes

27.11.13.

        Awake at three again. Is this on account of a disturbance that cannot be overslept'. Who knows? Up at five, knock around the clock and need to pick up the batteries lying on the floor. Reinsert, . That is not the way to turn of the alarm, but it works. Lie a few minutes more, take my pill and water. When will it end? On the point of departure, the feline friend opens the door and goes to the door that it cannot open. Makes noises. Open door. Into kitchen. feed. find glasses.

        Stairs and out. Ice on the road.

        Bitterly cold today. must be minus god only knows what.

        On the way to the bus stop nothing but speeding police cars. No sirens, no lights. Law-and order. Bus on time, pay driver, sit down, warm up a bit.

        Regain full consciousness at the Hofackerweg, one stop before the railway station.

        The girl at Y's has learnt. She is fast, efficient, and friendly. There are more people than usual, must be the cold. Man with the hair gives me a friendly greeting. Good day today. He is wearing a short-sleeved, open necked shirt. Same as in summer. Unreal. But true.. Blog. Out to platform. The recorded train announcement. Then a halting, almost stuttering announcement that the train will be only half-sized today. Rush on the platform,  all those that usually get on at the rear  go  to where they assume that the train will stop. Train full.

Find seat beside man obviously hoping that he can have both. 

Sorry for him. 

not really.

Blog,.

Observe all the people now needing to give up these seats that they had reserved for their baggage. Not sorry for them either.

At the next mossy stop the train fills up even more. Many people standing in the aisles. All the seats are occupied by people now.

Coming in to freezing Freising.

Announcement telling me to watch for notices on the platform. Also one advising regard for announcements. Leave train, go down the stairs, go up the stairs, platform three.

Crowded.

Announcement that the Silly s-train is going to be fifteen minutes late. Watch my last train leave the station, throwing sparks from the overhead cables. They always spark when it is cold. Spark, and make electical crackling noises.

Not even the glances of the young blonde on the platform can warm me. Wonder who she is looking at. She is always just looking away, or turning her head. What is interesting her. where? Flattered? Unrealistic.

The platform fills, many go back to the other one, 'to ride with Alex. Alex sparkles in, sparkles out.

More people on the platform.

After half an hour the train comes in. S-silly Bahn. get in, find seat, blog till the announcement is made that the train is leaving. Blog on. The next station is called Pulling. So what. And soon we will all be in Neufahm. With a missed bas to take me the rest of the way.

Please leave on the left. 
Neufahrn down the stairs from the platform.
Bus there, unloading.
Get on at the stop for unloading only.
Warm seat with heater.
lovely.
Bus drives round the roundabout to the loading only stop.
Bus now full
Librarian opposite.
Grin.
Bus really full
Bus in Gar Ching, last out , fair because first in.
Clock in machine informs me of error.
Oh.
Room 2055
A little bit late.
OK

ninetee morning notes

wake check clock. Light on. four ante meridean. ok.
cat arrives. moans. wants food. give it food. wants into sitting room.
NO
Still wants and moans
NO
Downstairs?
OK
cat comes back up and purrs away to herself.
.


At six get up and shower .
Gather clothes and bits and piesces
Leave the house
SNOW!
Not heavy, but there.
Car has a light sprinkling too.
Use windscreen wiper.
No Problem
.

Drive down the Freyung past the shadows of the Christmas Market.
Road closed.
Other way
Pursuit by big truck through that tunnel
Ice on road at exit
Leave town
More Snow
Drive Slow
.

Let those who wish be faster,
no point no hurry.
very early, five thirty five.
Snow is heavier now, covers the road.
That traffic roundabout is icy
Motorway clear
Keep a low speed, why not?
Leave the Autobahn.
.

Snow.
Slow.
care.
not serious, just deceptive.
through the village green corner
No police checking speed
to cold for them
into Dieters home town
.

Turn off at Boltzmann
No salt on the road anymore
Drive to workspace building
admire the snow, safe now.
Go in, hello Rafi, early man too
Up stairs
play with electric lock. Nuisance!
Enter room 2055
..

ninete morning notes

25.11.13

        The cat was not allowed in the sitting room. Because of its performance the previous night. So the doors were closed. At one forty four, howling and moaning. Give the animal something to eat. Then put it down the stairs. It goes, it returns. makes noise. At some stage it shuts up. at five, shower. Dry self, dry floor. Get all that clothing put it on. Shirt is dusty. Strange. No cat anywhere. down stairs and out. At the end of church street before I see that the dark entrance of Martins church is illuminated. 

Meet the runner with the funny gait. 

He has lost weight. 

With four minutes till the bus arrives the good morning lady arrives with her suitcase. It is only monday, and she has her suitcase! 

get odd looks from the bus driver. Strange. give him money, get change and ticket. All fine. At the station, the man with the hair does not see me today. Aloof in his short-sleeved shirt at two degrees Celsius. 

That friendly, and meanwhile efficient, girl gives me my morning coffee. Discount card full. Put the lid on, and see that my usual space is occupied. Oh well, find another . Eat and blog, this story gets more and more homogenous as time goes on. go to platform. Train is early today. Get in. find seat. Write on. have trouble writing because of the trains movements. Have my ticket checked by a short haired blond Zug be glider in.

The train has an unplanned stop before it reache the mossy town, pun is what's a moss? Not funny:

The train clock says five twenty as the recorded announcement says we have reached Moosburg.

     Please exit to the night on the right hand side with regard to the direction the train was moving in.
Thank you.

die autem sabbati

        Wake seven nineteen consider its Sunday. No, it is Sunday, Listen to cat. Cat stops noise. Son
-let cat out? Good. Sleep.
at eight, the cat on the bed. Dress, make coffee, Diaboletti bubbles. Son at computer. games involving government. Oh well.
        Homework. His.
Smell? Smell! Cat? Cat!. Son did not let cat out. Cat found comics and went.
- Smell, wet. horrible. Clean up, cat thrown out.

        What a moving start to a day of rest.

feria XXII MMXIII

why not sleep nights? cats don't,they rest and wait,
instinct bound, on prey, opportune food, ears receptive, eyes shut.
at three, i afs klo, cats eyes wide, jumps from heater, desires food.
loudly.
end e loo, sad mad cat, back and fro, threatening starvation. awake now, feed.

Slobber.
so much for sleeping long and deep.
was it the drink or was it the cat or was it me or what the hell
the cat finishes food
comes back, needs to go, off too door, let her out.
sleep

rythm free distant howls
get up felix nocturn thingy now its fewmets made
execremental exercises terminated
wants in
let it
now four

drink water

up at nine and its a rainy day. pill water and coffee, sunny son comes in to cuddle a bit an'
thats it

eighteenth morning notes

22.11.2013

        Alarm.

Alarm off.

silence. 

Sleep. the god of sleep rules 0. K. One little pill and sleep works. Not the way it should be. That is the way it is. Take the other one, shower, and get dressed up for the day. Need a new toothbrush. Search for shoes, find them. The feline f*d friend is up too. stir up the remainders of her food and earn a feline dirty look. Smart cat today. Eats Etat anyhow. Some of it. The animal eats for solace. 

Gather the watch, the book, and the bag with computer parts. Downstairs and out. 

Some silly speeding cyclists on the way. arrive at stop, five minutes early. The good morning lady arrives later, then the bus with the black-haired driver. The butterbrazen gormless yorma girl overlooks the order of her coffee customers. Apologises, a smile goes a long way, as she shows. The butterbrezn falls apart on consumption, leaving butter everywhere,. Napkins are great. Blogat de dable. To the tracks when the other coffee drinkers make tracks.

        On the platform a good looking young woman asks for a lighter. Fair hair and complexion, sweet voice, nose ring, ear ring, green scarf, brown coat and five foot Tall. Maybe five feet five. Black boots, black bag, blue blue.cyes.

        No, no lighter. For a moment sorry to have given up smoking. No, things are good good the way they are 'The train is in, and for all my thoughts forget to get in line, last on.

        Find seat. Sit. Same girl opposite, two rows forward. Blog on in train. 

Now.

Ticket inspector.

Inspectors ticket

Blog.

Girl with hood over eyes.

just cheeks nose and mouth

terminated below by scarf.

looks good.

Moosburg.

Thats the end of alone on the seat row.

                <= ±p 

eighteent morning notes

21.11.13

        fitful until three, round sleep until five when the clock worked its way into some dream again. Today the bed is most attractive, most attractive Arent'we. ln the mighty night thecat was fed, and now it wants feeding again. There is still food left so that gets churned over. The dumb feline did not notice, and eats. Do the things in the bathroom and take the daily black dog killer and some water. And after all that it is already time to go. Feel awful. Shit never feels this bad.

go.g.gr. g. go.go.g.gr. g. go.go.g.gr. g. go.go.g.gr. g. go.

        That old Lada is parked tight in the middle of the town square, or the church square or whateber. Precursor to all those s.u.v.com cars. The baker is cleaving and clearing his old boxes out of his shop.

        Alone at the stop today. The smoking shop woummman steams past. Not smoking today. The bus driver has dark hair and is unshaven. And polite. Darters are Bitter score. Railway restaurant Yoomnua the usual toggle haggle wait, but get my stuff and a smile. Put the wrong card on the table, but correct that. Everything is pur-r-fect. Blog until all those around me are gone . Platform full. stiep forward and train door perfectly placed. last carriage. get in.

        coolly 

eighteen morning notes

20. 11.203

Three fifty four, illuminate the clock. Why is dear Morpheus on strike? Remember that time because it is so like counting 3- 4-5. get up, wash, never mind the details. Pill and water first, stay happy. Put the clothes on. 

Meow. 

Deal with that too. 

That cat, not fat. Jack Sprat is not the cat. 

Peel an Orange. Eat it. Downstairs-Empty Street. Nearly get mown down by the bakery man. At the bus stop the smoking lady steaming past on the way to work. Then the "good morning" lady in black. And one of the three walkers gives ma good morning too. Oh.

The bus driver is surly, good for a change. Christ us kirke and Stadtpark Those are the only storps that I am can remember. Bahnhof. Cleaning cleaner cleaning the smokers square. Oldie girl with red metallic hair stands outside the perimeter. Demonstrative. Freindly 'waitress, sorry Romy, no change. She says it does not matter. Good for her. The striding woman is there, and the local worker too.The pretty builder all in a tizzy because of some misbehaviour of fellow road users that morning.

 Oh well, platform. Train ten minutes late today. It is cold and foggy at half past six.

        Train stops right in front of me. All Those hurrying are behind and must wait.

        ¡cool! 

eightee morning notes

sleep bad as a result of early to bed. Rise early on a/c of that beeping monstrosity. Radio controlled awakening. Is it progress? Suppose.
Rest awhile. time today, take the car because of evening appointmen.
Teeth brush has to be renewed. Looks like a squirrels tail.
tidy kitchen make coffee. Big bialetti. Letti bi. No whispering wise words here.
Drink coffee in bedroom. Need to remove that awful table. slow lazy.Wife comes in, grin. More than half asleep. closes door.
Meeow.
Meeow.
let the frumptious feline in as well. Get acknowledging cat grunt. Sort of "Bruurp". she goes to check the contents of her bowl.
Meeow.
Feed her more.
Take another cup
sit
drink
go
leave door unlocked.

Car.
Drive.
Policemen going to work
Do not flatten

eighte morning notes

18.11.2013

Fits, starts and a

sociable cat. So much

for a sound undisturbed sleep. RISE, catgets really loud and the alarm comes on. All at the

same time. Shower,Towel.

Shower leaking. 

Bathmat sodden. 

Soddin' bathmat. 

Dry and shave, sort of simultaneously The cat kicks up a row outside. What is up with the beast Feedit.

Finish dressing.

down and out.
Cat out too. no harm this time. No harm at all.
Police car in the pedestrian gone. Speeding. 

The smoking lady comes up the way. She's late, no cigarette, almost running. One other person at the stop, girl with dark shiny hair with a very large trolley suitcase. 

Past the smokers box in front of the station. No smokers inside. 

The new girl at yomas. slow and friendly.

better than the old one

slow and unfriendly

Tinnitus.

Steady gasflame like hiss

hissy tinny

tinny tussi

heavy metal women

Blogawhile, and go to train.

train early

get into the back end for a change. 

Some days are sundays

Bad sleepers must be bad persons if everyone gets what they deserve. Wake loo happiness preserving pill. Zack! alter Sack

kitchen kack und back rolls read instructions. take greasy trays out of the oven, turn on fan, play with controls, yea- boldly go where no man has gone before. Can they not make it simpler?
fury frustrating.
got it going.
Simple when you know how.
Warm
Rolls in
timer set
illy in bialetti
only brand names today
all ticking blowing and hissing
Son up, sleepy look, of to de trone before others.
Day starts in chaos,
Nuremberg trip today
furniture day today
new table

drink illy first
feel well not illy
ha ha

die interioris porcellum catulum

Cat insistent at five. noises and catewaulings.
SLEEP
cat
SLEE
cat
SLE
caT
SL
cAT
S
CAT
KATZENJAMMER
KATZENGEJAMMER
¿KATZE WOSWUIS DEN

cat out?
!!!
cat bedroom?
!!
cat kitchen?
!
catfood?

"(  )"

good
¡day of work today!
!back to bed¡

listen.
FLU
open window
oxet
and water it down
in.

rest
Son comes in
Talk and Tackle
Kackle

Work today
get up make coffee
Weekend too short before it has begun-

seventeenth morning notes

15.11.2013

unbroken sleep is a joy, not a god-given right.

Broken night again. Dream of fire alarms wakens at five, slow realization that nothing is burning. Turn the clock off.
Off.

Roll out of bed, find clothing.

cat today. Wants food, that's all. give it its food. Peta bit. Pat a cat.

Find shoes

  Find glasses.

     go.

       stairs and out.

         cold old empty streets...

         So far deserted.

Just the sound of trucks today, none visible. Overlook low seating arrangement in pedestrian area. Sore.
Streets dark, Bus stop lonely. good morning lady with her weekend bags. the Bus driver gets five ten, gives me four back. And a ticket. Ambulance on the way. Makes for thoughts and wonderings. And fears.

But a praisin', new girl at yormas, donkeys home!
cough he?
Donkey!
Bitter scone!
 Get my stamp, no change, put a lid on my coffee.

The regulars are all there, same people every day. Same train.
N0
, a young family comes in. Small child unhappy, but quiet. To early for it by far.

Platform full. Man with the pony tail in grey is there. Strange to be in a country where the whole population seems to be ageing with' you. Like

a choir or some unsympathetic symphony.Train on time..

Train out late. 

seventeent morning notes

4.11. 20/3
Faint sleep on account of a quality quantity of quality local beer. Questions as to the wisdom of evening beverage consumption come to mind. The quantity, pleasant last night, is disturbing to- day. Sew b it. The regular weekday awakening, followed by the realization that I need to change my tyres today, thus can sleep on. Sleep on till six dirty. Family rises, so off  to the Bialetti. Fill it with Illy's coffee, and wish the son good morning. He looks barely conscious. But he smiles to see his father on a weekday morning. sit at table and drink that coffee. Splendid. Better than penny s.. Son to school, wife to bed, I leave the house. Mat the neighbours on the way to the distant parking site. Chat. All the little girls the neighbour has, and his wife brings them all to school. Long walk, find car. Two similar cars there. Same type, size and colour. Clone ? No. Number plates odd. Ok. The one comes from a different town. Not mine.
Joe Docs church in the background, Drive back home down those tiny streets. At this time there are so many workgoers with long faces and short tempers. Need for care.
Home again, lights off go in, get two tyres. 
Place behind car.
go in, get the other two tyres. 
Place them behing the car too. 
Push seat forward. open boot, winter tyres loaded. Close doors, drive away. 
Back to those mournful morning drivers. Sleepy dopes.
The first tyre shop says come back next week.
The next says two hours.
So what.
So wait.
Blog the time

away 

seventeen morning notes

13.112013

check time at three thirty, satisfied that there may be more time with Morpheus, and go back to sleep. At five, wake for the usual reason. Do all the things, same as yesterday, shave, wash, get my things together and leave the house at thirty three- Yalow bag day today they are everywhere in heaps in front of the houses. All that used packaging to be sorted and recycled.

No cat today, no idea where it is.

The pedestrian areas are full of the noise of the usual sprinkling of delivery trucks.
so what.
Noisy, thats what.
See the good Morning Lady stride ahead. Late. New electronic sign says six minutes. Young man with hat.
Hopping.
Impatient.
 Bus comes, he pushes all aside to get on first. In a hurry. pointless. Speedy bus, late bus. Station. 

Bitter hymn and coffee and blog.
 Last to leave cafe, for a change. Everything full of hurrying people. So many. Train rolls in. More or less on time.

Yormacow now at yormas. Slow ruminant.

Butterbrezn and coffee and blog. Last to leave café, for a change. Everything full of hurrying people. so many

Train rolls in. More or less on time.

Get on.

Get in .

Find seat.

sit.

seventee morning notes

12.11.2013

cat at two. katutoo. noise feed food catfood tin for thin cat -what is going on? cat fed, goto bed. Back to sleep.

At five as always, the happy pill and the water from the bottle. Rest and get dressed.

Down stairs. Occasional squeak from smoke alarm. Battery gone soon, on account of the cold. Downstairs, smell of cat.

Too bad, locked in.

Down to altstadt. Police there. Why?.

Bus stop. Bus. Sit in front-Yom a. Butterbrazen falls apart.

What is wrong today? Cannot tell. More people, colder. Christmas coming, same as all the years. Platform is well populated too. The train is late. Maybe it will make up for lost time . Nonevent ful. unfriendly cold morning. So it is seen, so be it. No help for the wicked

sevente morning notes

11.11.2013

Slepton sleptin despite alarm dock and did all the things done usually faster, at record speed, found everything and did it all. No shaving today. shave in work.goodmornink at bus, yorma quiet and efficient - very unusual. The everyday self contained society'us are there. To Train always is as usual, a few holidaymakers, so much for that. Train late, train full. Premonitions of evil at work. Unreasonable, but there. Maybe the tablet is taking its effect later, le cause of its belated consumption.

Five minutes delay today. With a car 'it would not be. This blogging would not be either. Neither nor the reading of Fumegans wake, Ulysses or Dickens. in these past years.

Sunday greyday

upat seven cold day.
son in the bed
sleeping
why?

cuddled last night
telling stories of his hiddden day
fell asleep
so

back to sleep
eight
son gone
ok

snoozel more
feed felix domestica zelda
cold back to bed
warm

listen to wife make coffee
wife in bed and snug
coffee made
listen

loud scream in kitchen
up and out
son upset coffee maker
son burnt

sore
console
cold water
scalded
cold water
howls in schock

caught his own cream
will be ok
console
lucky

sasassasassass

mourning lite at ate confusion of subjects from the dreams and nightmares of the night. tinny sounds of mechanical games on the sons machines. sun up behind clouds son up behind computer. flu, ox and water it in. Right. the day starts.
bigBialetti coffee and dry rolls.
son cuddels cuddly.
sit down
cat on lap
purr
purr
stroke
purr
purr
purr
drink


Day start
no work
lottery day
shop today
haircut day
paint wall day
cleanstaircas day
day off work today
collect furniture day
¡no work today day!

sixteenth morning notes

8.11.2013

Rude awakening, impolite clork. Bedside lamp on rest a few minutes more. At nine past five, up. Tablet, water.

Tooraloo, slave to the shaver.

cat. caterwaul. Zeldadecat gets fed, feeds. get dressed, Zddalack Zeldaback. Zelda wail makes noises. Wants more, gets more. Finish dressing up, new clothes today. Downstairs, out, cat out. Botheration, Botheration, give up. She will return. go down church lane. forgot bag. go back, unlock door, get bag.

good morgen lady at the stop, girl with jacket wot has ears walks past. Same small girl, same jacket, same direction every day.

last to board bus t, as always. Today the driver left the back doors closed. Un till the people waiting to get out there protested. Then he opened the doors and took his money. Well, then. Well Done! Afterwards he nearly missed a stop. Old driver, now route. New yormagirl, does not know what she is up to. Repeat order. Twice,

Ballehrazen and coffee. Blog for ten minutes. see the young builder, the pretty one from the pub, on the way to the platform. Fulsome platform full, train late. Lots of people, some pushy, some resigned.
TGI effing away officious office people. 

sixteent morning notes

7.11.2073

Beep and alarm and lights on and alarm off. Bathroom wash n' go.ok everything as yesterday, slippy pl was magical. If thus this documents the making of a junkie, then that's it. calldezeldade cat. Meow. Speedicat. Feedde cat. Slobber. Downstairs, leave house. Martins rings twice. Down lane up direct through arch to bus stop. Into bus stop, fall asleep standing. woken by good morning lady. Unusual. Hallo allerseits und guten morgen      Discount card full. FREE COFFEE TODAY. How nice. Drink and Hay, the coffee and the flwoxet in kick. Blithe happy feeling.Now ready for work. Platform holds the usual crowd, a company congregation of daily travellers. Train timely today.

sixteen morning notes

6.11.2013

bippety Bip, it is not

l, not for me it is a
fault, it is a mistake.

No Mistake

get up get up and go

goto baths' m wake
wash wake
5.15. Clothing,shirt,
for Zachity, drink, shoes check bits and bobss, aand
teddies and fanes,
        and go
Cat at door, looks demanding. look at cat.? Too late now to feed the cat. sorry.
Out.
Down lane and up street.
Perfume shop has wastepaper day. Cyclist and runner.
Good Morning, wait.
Bus. Bus driver exact change today.

Man with ponytail hair,

outside yelo square, smoking,
wishes good morning.
coffee and Brazen,
highlight, blog a bit. Platform.
Ossom orful woman
on platform, overweight, office skirt shirt and shoes.
Face like sponge. Bobbed hair. With her husband and her son. Discussing various trains with copious references to their smart mobile telephones.
Train comes in.
get in.
Sit allalone

Thank you all for letting me be today

sixtee morning notes

5.11.2013
long night, since midnight.
Sleep and semi-conciousness. at five the usual and
there is now no staying awake.
anyhow, tooraloo and get
myself and the stuff together, listen to both Martins bells. long sleep, clean shoes and
let in the CAT?
ZELDA DE CAT FEED OK?
Perfectly ok?

Down the stairs,

church street, cat cut out
#e# Zelda down The
street, under car.
cannot catch. All the way
down church lane.
catch Purr Lockin.
go.
Motorbike speeds up pedestrian zone.
Oh well-The law, the love, and the love of the law..
Bust op, good Morning.
Bus driver, no change, no notes
Train Station.
Butterbrazendccwaffa
supple away at coffee
nibblebut ter brazen.
read S`AM ROY in the
window. Can it be drunk, that stuff, or is it a
condiment?

0ff to train, glass door

through. Platform.
Train in early-

chatting.lu#tgirls

opposite, Talking climbing
and money.
And flats.
        that's all today. 

sixte morning notes

4.11.2013

Intermittent rest Think

test think
one thirty

four. Waku. lights on

four forty five.

5, startled by alarm

getup get clothes on
workaday no cat?
cat still asleep.B'room
shoes Tablet and water
Downstairs and intocoldicated dark

There is no saying

morning when it is

night.
!!
! 

Dry maple leaves rustle on the cobbles, the discount bakery is getting its wares ready.
Buss top early, nine
minutes wait. No-go-od morning. Trucks passing, signs on the back say drivers wanted. Bus,
Yorma. Pretty builder with a new hairdo. morgen.
Butter brazen and coffee
Platform cold, winter coming. 

sun unday

Zolpi supi sleepi.
sleepi zolp since one ay em
took the pill in fury
¡over!
constant semi consciousness.

Read book
wake in the morning
get up
loo la go
kitchen
son cuddle
cat fed
computer on again!
make coffee
waiting for bialetti.
cat complains and complaints
let the clean lean animal out to do its dirties!
check that the back door is open?

drink coffee.
undo da day,
mourn the night,
love the light,
silence

saturday over one hundred

eight light silence
rise
look
coffee maker, clean it and refill
turn on heat
take the old fluoxizeack stuff
go to bathroom

tinnitus gone.
zolped!

gone gone gone
fantastic

shower
wash hair
shampoo there

son up sun looks in
sees me goes again
hurry and dry
out

Bedroom, wife up coffee made
heat off
get dressed
feed cat
finish dressing
let cat out

computer sounds from sons room
some game with train

do for now

fifteenth morning notes

lazy
lazy
lazy
all
hallows
day
lazy
sun down night of bad sleep
son up  –  computer
sun up lazy
lazy
loo
Zeldadecat
Murrwho
loo
no cat food
tablet with water
enough for another
eighty days
laaaaaaazy
get up
go to larder
get catfood
feedZelda!!
¡Zeldafed!!!

son contumely computer.
Geo works what was that?
computer history dead time

drink up the cold coffee
make new coffee

supply wife with coffee
self too
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now tenothree