sasix

Wake at five feed the cat back to bed. Listen to bells. sleep. relax. no tinnitus to get worked up about, like last night. Listen to all the late homegoers roaring up and down the streets.
Up at around seven, feed cat *AGAIN*. Look out the window, watch my neighbours bring their car into safety. saw them stagger home late last night too, and check the car for parking tickets.
It is all very quiet, because of its being Saturday. Alone today no wife no son . Sunny out.
The deep hiss, almost roar sound of hot air balloons passing

SIXTH morning notes

up at four thirty urgentloo- toothbrush teeth clean too.
cat twigs it commences morning din. Give it the contents of a fridge tin.
back to bed.
cat again. open the door to the hall and the back yard and the cat litter tray.
back to bed.
four fifty nine the ursulines start ringing.
alarm offf as soon as it starts.
St Martins starts to ring. they have repaired it, by the sound of it.
Shower and Shave, cat yet again. Hssss quiet!!!!!!
dress, get money for new car, count again. lotta lolly.
Set clock again, almost on time, not quite, but almost. Ninety nine percent.
Two rings from Martins bells, off I go.
buss on time, all alone at the busstop today. My favourite seat in the bus is taken. Oh well.

The woman with the colored hair, not a lamb no more, smokes in the middle of the plaza.
Butterbrezn and kafay as yesterday.
Strange couple in cafe all in black, dressed up formal like. He has brown shoes and a cross on chain around his neck. He stands self-consciously, she makes a foot. She starts smiling my way. look away, never know whats going on.
Off to platform, train in on time leaves four minutes late.
Problems with their brakes.

Thats it for now

SIXT morning notes

alarm beep wake up.

wife wake too, goloo.

 wait. 

light on, late, bathroom, dress.

Cat uproar before the door

open

Cold cat food meow HUSH mush it

feed 

go away

meow how?

go back, mush CFOOD different now

feed

Arrange my wallet watch glasses money ticket

meow

cat down stairs to cat tray,

down stairs to door and out.

Alone at the busstop today.

remember mad pedelec speeding yesterday.

bus train station breakfast, happy pill and platform.#

train plus five.

late

SIX morning notes

cat 4 am.
wife feeds cat today.
after bad sleep sleep like a rock now
Dream an interesting dream, no memory of same
Alarm sound gets involved in dream and drives it away
alarm off
five - oh -four am
arise from bed go find towel
start shower find soap shampoo shower.
dry myself and push the electric razor, teeth brushing
dress
find jacket and shoes
no audible bells today no titinuss
Set clock stop it and slow it down: start it
lights off lights on down stairs unlock exit
street
five thirty five
round all those corners
Good Morning lady with bags
Weekend Tuesday Guten Morgen
Bus
5:42UHR
kurzstrecke , "Morgen"
b+k, lost stamp card, get anew
Meet the chemical man, train late

late
fifteen minutes
Listen to moans
end of the world,
would be different

SI morning notes

fourfourty touraloo tinkle. On the way back from the bathroom the CAT crows begging for food. Kitchen light on generous helping for cat and back to bed for a few minutes anyway.
Ursuline bell tinkles in the new market street.
four fifty cat ahowl again. out, switch on lights in stairwell so cat can find the way to tray. backtobed.
Ursuline convent bell tinkles again. Martins bells have gone.Hand on alarm, off on the first beep. Ha!
Shower Shave , Scrubteeth.                      Get dressed

Time Prazisionspendeluhr einstellen. Four minutes fast, I'll get you yet.
fivethirty, street all the corners in a daze, in the dark . Sodium and Mercury vapor light is not right, colours gone to pot.
See the goodmorning lady walking

Guten Morgen.
Bus on time, ninety sense change.

ButterBrezen in the station, stamp on ticket, café on platform. check pill availability.

Train on time

S morning notes

4:45 Aircraft to or from MUC listen wonder look at alarm clock. Endof Summer darkness outside. Ursulines ring for five, hand out alarm only squawks once before it dies. Bedlight on. wife wake and tooraloo. get up set so called precision pendulum clock by tee and en. Note that the hands are not the right way, use the big brass wheel. Must remember. five minutes off.
Get towels go for bathroom and shower and brush the bad taste off the teeth and go back to bedroom and get clothing and put it on and leave with soiled clothing and shoes and softly shut the door. Cat. SHH. feed.
Check clock. Did not do it in de optimal correct t&n technique last time. reset. Ok.
No hissinear, or at least quiet,
Leave house having forgotten to take tablet.
uneventful till bus.
good morning lady guten morgen.
two walkers only . young man and young woman. morgen.
Bus late. exact money today
Driver schumilike in his speed.
Railway station get brezel and kaffee. put lid on coffee. get buttersmeared fingers from overbuttered bretzn. lick them clean and dry. learnt that from the cat?six am and empty train punctual. get in sit. thats it.

su fiV tag

felix nocturnis abominalis volumeplus ante portas who locked thecat in thesta irwell. silly carryon too thirty am getfood fedcat backtobed. consider it sunday. Threethirty nosleep. no hissytussy either. read paper fourthirty backtobed. at eight steady heavy rain outside. getup, kitchen por yesterdays kaffee from   bialetti to weiden. go to front window and open. look into church lane and watch
man with umbrella approaching plain darc´ trousers black umbrella  light jacket
Sandals
Singing steadily tunefully to himself, quote barreltone unquote. oh knee unto lass. cant make his song out.
happy man
singing oldies looks into goldies shopwindow. studies the wares
turns singing and strolls off in his sodden sandals umbrella saving his head from the soaking wet.
off towards singt martings in the now heavier rain.
strange happy man. what's the story? probably never know.
drink coffee out of weiden make more *fresh* in bialetti. happy tablet read tabloid
read page, giving schoolbooks an identity is the subject. Interesting.
sin é for taday

sa vee free

the cat has routine in its madness. nightaktives yelloweye howlers at onethirty tears insomnia to shreds . get up. feed. routine. no sleep till three and wake at eight.
old roll buter and tomatoe- cold coffee and ready to go.
take the happy tablet that was forgotten yesterday
Read the news in the time instead. Zeit is that bild for the bildungsburger, trying to be reasonable and still feeding that righteous indignation. Illustrated broadmindedness for backrubbers.
times up for today, no work no play.

FIFTH morning notes

threee thirty wake.    no cat   . get up leave room go to stair. maybe the animal is locked out. no . halfway down stair cat appears. it was just sleeping and wants to play. take  it up . feed. clean bad taste out of mouth again. back to bed.
alarm-three rings and off . very tired today. five-oh-eight and it rings again. off with the correct button this time. find clothes dress a bit. bathroom toodaloo and wash,shave  
check präzisionspendeluhr. now that the hands are fixed properly it works properly. runs a bit too slow. set it faster.
five twenty nine. down stairs and listen to the neighbour unleash his bicycle.
The door lock squeaks.
needs oil or grease!
busstop timetable shines orange in the dark. Good morning lady guten morgen.
bus arrived
step inside
out in front at railway station. old bat smoking in the middle of the plats in light flowing gown and her hair bluebottle blue.
last stamp for card butterbrezel und kaffee. the usual only sunrise on the railway platform.
train punctual.
life goes on almost live.

FIFT morning notes

Bad sleep again. cat purr beside my head. dark bad taste .
the alarm sounds and the cat in the way. Five rings then off. get up kitchen and feed cat the leftovers in the tin. Cat insulted. mia mau wha. so what tooraloo. cat follows. back to hall. cat follows. this is strange. back to kitchen food untouched. pick it up, stir put back down. The stupid animal eats it now. oh well. tablet and dress. I won't halve the tablets yet.
out in the hall look at clock. It is going really slow. that can't be. Lose five hours in ten. well, restet in anyway. occurs that it may be going way too fast because of the oiling i gave it. unlikely.
down stairs and out . dark out. paper distributor distributing papers. Offering those who have everything things that they don't need cheaper.
Good morning lady good morning goodmorning bustreiber. train station. butterbrezn und kaffee vielen Dank and have a nice day.
Sunrise on the platform, and I like their coffee.
Train on time and really empty.

FIF morning notes

bad stomach night maybe the salicylic acid stuff keeping the blood thin.Cat Caterwaul. floor scratching attracts cat. cat jumps into bed. Stroke cat -PURR- old cat treads for milk or food like a kitten. But insistent. Leave it be,sleep. four thirty whatsit. Window closed, maybe air needful. Alarm at five off after second ring. Back to work tomorrow, of to eardoctor today.Infernal cat makes infernal row so getup and feed and got todaloo brush teeth while there get water make a sort of breakfast with bread and packaged cheese. Watch the yellow bag men clear the yellow bags. they all have new uniforms today one with green trimmings on his orange overall. tinny tussy hissy noissy right back. Disturbing. is it physical or is it mental or both or what the hell. back to bed for another rest, let the family wake

FI morning notes

the cat scratching itself rythmically in the bed near my head.really gets on my nerves. stroke it. purrs.out of bed. Alarm
.the cat again, howled after the turnoff of the alarm for the doctor saying the man is sick. so the ill man gets up searches the fridge finds the tin takes off the plastic lid and feeds the cat. not a fat cat. off to loo.go back to bed. sleep. wakened later, feeling better. no work today, tinny tussy takes time to test the temples. Quiet now, hissy-hussy silly tussi.
awake at nine thirty take the tablet drink the coffee. this will be another day

F morning notes

alarm. alarm off. see doctor about tinny tussi today. six am rise and make coffee and, yes, the cat politely announces its prescence. what is wrong with it, normally much noisier. quiet day. cooler. cloudier. look out at the street. house owners opposite out worrying about the break in the facade. Had the firebrigade yesterday, went up in a basket came down with dislodged bricks. Ring up put coffee off. this day will run. wonder when a major row starts. wait for it. anti sadness tablet and an anti coagulant as well. feel positive about negative items

fourthSUN

the  cat woke the man. man stayed in bed, but stroked cat . cat purred. six thirty AM. so what, now it is just getting light.rise, the little white tablet, so called happy pill, off to de batrum,and feed the bloody cat. cat gets halfway through its food and starts moaning again. the cat is disturbed. mentally.go down open door let cat out. cat is not interested, cat is getting silly.
no work nor train. Coffee maker full, bread and cheese for breakfast, and read. start to feel bad, go back to bed. Tinny Tussi has started to hiss her whistle again, it was so nice and quiet without her. Hope there is something doable at the doctors on wednesday

fourthSA

six transfer the glory of saturday-see the silent alarm. luxury in bed.Nature calls and the cat sounds in too.Deal with nature first and then the cat. No cat food. hard cheese cat. not even that. back to bed, cat jumps on bed too, make sure I dont escape.Arose late had coffee and that was that

fourt morning notes

the alarm goes. the alarm is stopped. stay in bed.headache doctors excuse for today. later to de loo and back to bed. get a big cu p of espressoe for my pains and have some breakfast. Tinny tussi had gone now back and having a hissy fit again right left rechts links, waiting to settle to her days hum. The tablets are taken.I almost decide to stay in bed and do it anyway. make an appointment for the coming wednesday 11:00 am to have my ear looked at. The hissy hussy tissy tussy will not go away but sits on the right like she owns the place.
This is a major break with the daily reality of the five day week.

four morning notes

cats howl this is driving mad. watch says twot hirty and its dark. ut to bathroom round to kitchen feed cat silence. you know the routine by now if readers read in the past. shortly later Alarm. alarm of fiveam. clock battery flat. fat blattery. alarm off. back to sleep its a holiday today. seven am the feline howl for sustenanance . suspect something might be wrong with that animal. get up feed cat find clothes make coffee and go to sitting room and read. Sunny day today. lie down. tinny din has gone. the daily background hiss has gone silent, can hardly find it . relax. Tablet. water from kitchen tap. tinny tussi will be back to hiss in my ear. Perhaps the doctors second tablet really does help. have my doubts.
Notrain, Nowork today.

fou morning notes

another bad night. constan hissing sound in ears. this is too much.

alarm at five. silence it. call in sick today. Alarm at five oh five. silence it. pressed the wrong button. listen to hiss till six. reminder from other half that there has been no alarm. ok.no work today. suddenly hiss gone. Telephone workmates, mail to boss. hiss back again. cat howl. stroke, cat purr. get up cat howl again.Feed.

back to bed and wait for doctors practice to open

fo morning notes

the night was awful. The cat decided to stay alive. feline vanishes all day in some refuge in the attic and  runs around nights moaning. feeling like slept  not a wink. Alarm at five ended a sound and deep sleep and was duly silenced. light on, three minutes recovery. arise and go to the barfroom. feel rough. Shower on tooraloo shower warm luxury own shampoo. wash out teeth dry its the same as many other days. still feel bad though. back to dress and tablet for the soul out set watch- must get new battery-

time five twentynine. Cause of rain find mac. down, out dark and rainy, no clock. not a soul in the wet street lights with dickensian halos. after a while and two corners see good morningmadam approaching stop. Good morning. group of three comes by. morning. bus. gets money.driver in a big hurry today, all the lights are red out of spite. probably? up the steps young men with ruck sax everywhere. Butterbrezel und Kaffee, stamp card nearly full. Young men find electric socket next to me and like communication addicts all put there mobiles to charge. Coffee to platform wait for train, all punctual at six and really tired today.

f morning notes

twothirty am something woke disturbing check alarm, twothirty am. of to loo do teeth again.bad taste lingering. back to bed
fiveantemeridian. alarm finalises sleep and gets shut up for its pains.legs up light on turn vertical go to bathroom have a tinkle turn the shower on smells nice today. new shampoo since saturday wash-up and clean dry and out. look at watch on table. stopped at three, get new battery.Going for near on two years now. dress as the shoes go on the cat comes downstairs moaning and whining. Kitchen.Tin. Slobber. Lights off, set watch the warmth of the wrist will keep it going awhile longer. check tickets book and money. check. five twentyfive.
down stairs and out. Dark now, August going on for september. Dark ages coming back. The bells of Saint Martins have been silent for days, the clock shows ten to one. Broken. Busstop, man feeding ducks at five thirty five in the morning. quackguackq uaxk noisy animals. He comes to stop throws a paper bag in the bin and wipes his hands over the bin. All sorted now.
Good Morning Lady surprises me because I never saw her coming, my voice stays away. driver gets a fifty and two twenty, all sense, he's happy and I get my ticket.. Station Butterbrezen and kaffee on the platform, train quite punctual at shortly after six

Sunsund sonday

wake
time?
sunday.fiveam checkalarm timeright. Sleep on, despite daylight. loo loo toraloo as youneedit, but never mind forget all plans
Sunday
up at six tirty read the peapers make coffee and take it easy, easy as can be.
cat utterly silent. no idea of what has happende, if anything atall.

Salazy

fiveam
saturday
cat. Catewauling. dreadful monotonous moaney moan repeating at regular intervals
fiveantimerideanic cat on a sat. check clock. Right. out. feed cat. cat slobber into silence.
back to sleep, because it is saturday, first day of the weekend .
five thirtyseven , same as above.
cat is now upstairs, door to attic shut. cat incapable. so moan.
door open, cat go in and shut up. good.
go down make coffee, so awake now anyway.
Must clean op the stairs to the upstairs. They are filthy.
to be continued

third morning notes

three thirty this morning reach for alarm to check time . alarm not there. try again. not there. bedside lamp on alarm on floor with book, battery dislodged.
replace battery, and wait till it finds its time transmitter. Set wake up time for five, weekdays only.
go back to sleep.
it works at five am, reliable as always. switch light on and rest just a few minutes more. Awaken at 5:35AM, goloo,get pill,find clothes,downstairs, no cat today, it is silent. leave the house, down street first corner second corner- meet the gang of three or four, good morning. Go on to busstop. late bus in five minutes. Wait, works bus comes,goes. bus no. 2 comes in, I apologize for my twenty, the busdriver  says nothing and gives me my change. station, out front, up stairs and get my brezel and kaffee. unusual confusion behind the counter today. make it to train, train fünf minuten late anyway. eat on train.
made it, the day can continue

thir morning notes

a noise of insistent cats howling insistently systematically waking all with ears in the dark .Time? bedside swedish gooseneck with clip and led on. light on alarm. halbf parst midnight. Kill Kat? no regret it, won`t live forever anyway. get up window call softly. cat purr. notice that the light in the basement was left on.get up. feed cat suppose it cant howl and eat at the same time. cat in citchen quickly, so fast and silent you would know a predator at heart. Cat feeding noises. find plasic clogs and go down turn off basement light. up loo bed light off, not a lot more.
alarm takes me out of a dream of trainees playing cards during work. when awake turn of squeaking alarm. no cat. animal obviously not entirely stupid. led light on its five again. tired, so lie on a little. Five  oh six get feet out and turn vertical. pill. no water. Bathroom tooraloo, drink from tap and back. find socks. funny. all socks are heavy winter socks. find a pair of lightish ones anyhow. new trousers and a bluegreen shirt. Deodearant untderarm. dress up and out. Pick up bag for today, its time down stairs, unlock door cat make noises somewhere. Ignore. not on speaking terms with cat now. leave,its dark summer will be autumn soon.bus, good morning to all, breakfast and train as always.

you know, this could go on like this for a long time

thi morning notes

bad taste in mouth at two thirty am, out to bathroom and wash it away and back to bed.

alarm at five let it go on for four fieps more and then off.
get up find cat food. cat still asleep. no not any more. it heard the tins rattle or something. find tin after a short while and feed the now sharply sounding black cat. In to shower shower hot today.Too hot. soap and shampoo. Bedroom and get that little happy pill for today. Snap.
in our hallway get my glasses and all the other bits and pieces, look at t&n clock. will have to deal with that soon, get the property working properly again.
down stairs and out . hear the bicycle and its driver leave the neighbours house. Take all the corners and sit down in the bus shelter.Doze a dose. Gutenmorgen lady wakes me. Gutenmorgen. Get up and admire the early-mornig pedestrian. bus comes exact change ready train station steps brezel and coffee. alone in cafe holiday time.finish brezel slowly go to platform. Sun is not up yet. Watch sunrise and then all the lights go off.
Train gomes in  . let people out .git in sit slip to sleep. don't even check time

th morning notes

cramp agony stretch and pull and pummel Left leg don't shout dont scream slowly slowly it goes away, just a lingering discomfort and I sweaty.Time? Fivethirty. ALARM? ALARM! alarm clock off. stupid . ok, fast mode get socks get pants get shirt, gunge in sock take out (bit of paper survived the wash).Loo in out go go cat howl stupid felinguistics, can't the animal tell that time has fled? Feed little black feline anyhow, says feline thank you (perrhu) (purr hu (slobber) frrk hew). Cat multitasking.
 down steps out street lights off already round all bends, three good morning peoples are almost in the old street already, check watch, two minutes late. Next bus two at fifty six. Might make it to train on time.
Wait for saven minutes, pay fare, one extra stop because of different route, via hospital. Station, coffee Brezel and stamp, STRAIGHT to train, train five minutes late.
Everything is in order again, only I take my breakfast on the train today.

t morning notes

four fifty eight digital atomic radio time. nearly there. five alarm sounds two squeaks then slap and off. Five bells saint Martins and later agin five bells saint jodok and then some other bells from the distance. Monday. Cat howl sh cat howl again shhh cato caterwaul jump on bed . Stroke it . Purrrr. out look for C. Food. none out none in fridge new tin cat very noisy now. Shh. Very old cat, maybe going batty. Feed Slobber, can't find the C.Food Lid. New cat tin on old cat tin whole Lot in the fridge. Leave that for someone else to sort. Off to loo. toral oo. teeth and shave back to dress new clothes old watch. happy pill, have my doubts about them now, but where would I be without them. Water. find thin trousers socks and shirt. New jacket. Install old wallet, tarain trickets and the little camera for this blog. leave, bells sound.Snap saint martins, all for you. move on past gravestones, the men of the town clearing up at the other end of the old main street. Rock Festival yesterday. loud and loads to do and to clean up and dismantle before the days trade starts. Bus stop snap and christchurch snap too. bus comes last in as always. Station out front of bus get dirty look from silly old bat in a hurry trying to get in the same way. Up the steps Butterbrezeland Coffee. Wozniak polish I suppose. Man with haircut and electrical cigarette hanging about again. eat at table go to platform. Snap clock six am snap sun and rails  and waste heat rising from plant. agile train real late . My train packed with cyclists, blockin all the seats.
But on time. Almost

Sun morn wake

sics AM proud son succesful installation of ancient beos.functions on modren laptop,back to sleep again. wake late make coffee son in bed up all nicht schlafen all day now. Hot again after the floods comes the heat and it all goes its course. writing sloppy today,more so than any other day. Its sunday, a day to waste in rest.

Sau ter tag

four fifty eight , cat howl. again and anon. get up feed. call the black cat with the yellow eyes.here it mee ows . hear it approach go back to bed. hear cat feeding loudly as always. never saw it, hope its the right cat. whatever it was it has shut up

seven around seven hear coffee machinggoing sputtering get up dress in old clothing get coffee go to sitting room . tired saturday.
and it is very hot indeed

sec'd morning notes

alarm woke me turn off take five switch bedsite light on . its getting darker at five am. five oh five go to bathroom get towel shower on shave shower SHAMPOO teeth and back to bedroom. PILL. water dress heard cat before shower  wonder where it is. put out catfood anyway five twenty five. go out get watch and glasses check money all there. go down go out.
St Martins looks great in the clear light. See every brick. Bell rings twice, off I go.
Wreaths gone  Admire Christchurch   tower between trees.
Good morning to the three walkers, good morning to the good morning lady with her suitcase today, to the busdriver, exact change today, and to the butterbrezel and coffee girl in the station.
Same carryon as yesterday, train so dead on time its boring

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sec' morning notes

woke before the alrarmclock let it ring turn it off. move to shower turn on shower go for the loo. shower. new shampoo smells of sugar and spice and all things nice. still have to buy some. finish shower find towel five oh seven. teeth and back to room find pants.  CAT shhhhh . kitchen. CAT shh. Tin .  CAT shhhh. check fridge for open tin  CAT. shhhhhhh. go back to tin at bench. CAT shh. fill cat   plate. on floor, cat slobber. Small animal very loud in morning. Bach in Socks shoes t shirt as usual. Pill.
Water.
find watch in Bathroom.
Jacket, check pockets. Rest a minute or two. Martins two bells. down stairs out door lock down street lights still on. First bend lights out. The wreaths on the gate are now so dry that they look as if they were made of brick.
Good Morning lady, plus an unknown blonde. Give the busdriver ten euros ten cents get back nine. and a ticket.
Station-Breakfast-train on time