Thursday, 8 August 2013

thir morning notes

a noise of insistent cats howling insistently systematically waking all with ears in the dark .Time? bedside swedish gooseneck with clip and led on. light on alarm. halbf parst midnight. Kill Kat? no regret it, won`t live forever anyway. get up window call softly. cat purr. notice that the light in the basement was left on.get up. feed cat suppose it cant howl and eat at the same time. cat in citchen quickly, so fast and silent you would know a predator at heart. Cat feeding noises. find plasic clogs and go down turn off basement light. up loo bed light off, not a lot more.
alarm takes me out of a dream of trainees playing cards during work. when awake turn of squeaking alarm. no cat. animal obviously not entirely stupid. led light on its five again. tired, so lie on a little. Five  oh six get feet out and turn vertical. pill. no water. Bathroom tooraloo, drink from tap and back. find socks. funny. all socks are heavy winter socks. find a pair of lightish ones anyhow. new trousers and a bluegreen shirt. Deodearant untderarm. dress up and out. Pick up bag for today, its time down stairs, unlock door cat make noises somewhere. Ignore. not on speaking terms with cat now. leave,its dark summer will be autumn soon.bus, good morning to all, breakfast and train as always.

you know, this could go on like this for a long time

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