parameters

in the dark, turn of the beep and take off the breathing mask. In the dark, Remember the decision yesterday, to not to go to work untill the cough has gone.
No walk through the dark silent streets that are not a friend and not an enemy. They are just there. Break from the past and experience discomfort at the thought of the future.
There is nothing there, no joy no dissapointment.
The kitchen a mess, the living room a depository of things not tidied away.
Just a sloppy mess
The cat prowlin sitting on the chair, holding its head in place for the mornings attention.
This is not worth it.

Listen to the shouts of the family abusing each other.
Stay silent, silent, flee into a space at the back of the head, peer out through the twin ports in the skull hear the world go by over the increasingly loud white hissing noise to the right.
The doctor says everything is in order, all is well, the solution for the hissing is a matter for psychology.

The son is getting ready for school
There is no where to flee to

Stuck in the system, no view no vista
study the system parameters from within the system´s perimeter