Dissatisfaction with the self and the inability to awaken properly in the morning. The question of whether this is the result of bodily defects or simply a form of despair residing in the mind is stated every morning. The thing with the bodily defects due to age may be dealt with by exercise and discipline, the despair thing will need work. If both are there together then this is probably worse than the sum of the two, Iinverse synergy working away at the destruction of a person. Synergy is usually seen as positive, according to the way Buckminister Fuller defined his neologism. But two slightly bad things can also combine to one thing that is far worse than the sum of the two. Perhaps this is the usual and more frequent way of things.
Breakfast is made and eaten and the cat fed. The pills are taken, then there is the usual tired dizzy sensation. The pills probably do not function instantly, therefore this comes from elsewhere.
People would describe this as madness.
People may be right.
It is hard for a system to evaluate and correct itself.
Sunday mornings cause this kind of misery, once a week.
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