retreat from choking back lying, apnoic carryon. fear of sleeping fear of wakening apnea,fear of not wakening at all, time spent wakening is memorized, sleep time is lost to old Hypnos, would give him this due gladly. waken at the pre dawn grey sky reflection in the windows on the wall outside the bedroom window, glass reflections of-wish to get up and go thwarted by exhaustion,
hear coffee grinder sound of coffee maker son and wife disagreeing over homework sound of coffee made . get dressed get out, cup given, wife dressed up flea market day. Son telephones with friend and eats breakfast and does homework and watches television all together to the detriment of the individual activity, no quality in a rubble heap but the qualities of the heap itself.
retreat, consolidate, repair.
panic
hear coffee grinder sound of coffee maker son and wife disagreeing over homework sound of coffee made . get dressed get out, cup given, wife dressed up flea market day. Son telephones with friend and eats breakfast and does homework and watches television all together to the detriment of the individual activity, no quality in a rubble heap but the qualities of the heap itself.
retreat, consolidate, repair.
panic
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