Saturday, 11 October 2014

sleazy lazy saturday

to bed late, one am television, no real sleep, morning evil horrible hissy head.
stay in bed.
fall fast asleep.
Dead to the world and its petty nightmares.
twelve in the morning, wife back from market, son long up.

couch mares, dreams of the late father, discussions, terminated by ventilatory strictures,the last thought helplessness, this is not poetic this was horrible, powerless fumbling when the solution is near, weakness when so little strength would be required.
twelve in the morning, darkness is over, piano practice sounds, kitchen noises.

prepare for the rest of the day.

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