Close the eyes and wish for unconsciousness

a day, a free day, a day for an unwell awakening. The exhaustion of weeks of work will not let go. But there are other things to be done too.
At first it is dark, the alarm sounds.
Turn the stupid machine off.
Holiday.

Then it is growing grey, get up, dressing gown computer.
Then dizziness, unwellness.
It did not take long.
A few beers with the wife last night.
A few too many.
definitely.

Close the eyes and wish for unconsciousness.
Abscence.
No wish to know.
Black
Silence.
please.


No way, the son is there asking questions, the clocks were changed last night, time gained one hour.
So
back to bed, try.
sleep

This is awful, normally there would be a walk in the dark, people recognised but unknown, a bus, a swaying ride to the station.
A cafe, a table, ten minutes, then a train.
Forced functionality.
None of that today
just try to relax

try to make it a stream of unconsciousness.
better, and better for you not to be subjected to such ill feelings.