Spend time wasting it

Wake and just feel sick and cold. Winter is a waste of time, just make the bed and get up and realise that there is nothing to do except to carry on being miserable. Go to the car and scratch the ice off the windshield, then lock it up and leave it standing there, there is no point in doing anything about it at all. Walk about town, see that the café is full of people standing around waiting for the slow service to deal with them. Cannot be bothered going in there why? The coffee is bitter and nasty anyway. Walk all over the old part of the small town, there are people everywhere, families and small groups. But there is nothing worth doing here, it is a disaster, there is nothing to enjoy.

Go into  a gallery, be recognised by someone and recieve praise for a photograph. Nice, but that was all long ago and it is just boring now.

Go home. talk to the son, be ignored by the wife and ignore her in turn.

Things are not better at all.