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 What is this tiredness that will not let go? Wake and feel that it is gone. Then later, just like that. it returns. There is no reason for it really, there is adequate sleep at night. It is just a sudden attack of drowsiness, a sleep attack.

Today in the café, sat in the corner drinking coffee, and then the eyes closed and leant back against the wall. It was a ten second sleep, and there was no feeling of refreshment afterwards It was just a type of knockout, and the tired feeling persisted all the way home. At home, attempt to clear up some problems with the pictures, they just refuse to turn out right.

Then lie down. cursing.

Wake up two and a half hours later, do not feel better, just feel hungry.

Something is not right.

The meeting of the people at the gallery was a success today, it was pleasant enough. They were all chatting, the man who was bereaved so recently seems to be recovereing as well.

But these sleep attacks are simply destroying every sense of wellbeing that there may have been. It is gone. Hopefully it will return in the nearing spring.