cat is thinking

the head has it's dizzy feeling, a feeling of sickness and nausea
again
Again
the sun is up and bright
the son is up, preparing for his day , an outing with the school
a cup of coffee, from fresh ground
tinnitus hiss

Take a shower, the hiss from the shower head drowns the hiss in the ear
the warm water seems to calm it, just a bit.

Cannot stay in the shower forever.
Use the towel placed on the washing machine to dry the head the hair and the body.
Breathless.
Remember the young woman in France
eager for company, eager for money,
remember the small grant given, a refusal of the offer,
and the wish for a good night's sleep.

That would have been good last night too.

In the kitchen the son is making his sandwiches,
packing his bag.
he is excited and ready to go

Stay at home today, for maybe it will be better tomorrow.

The cat jumps onto the ledge of the open window, looks down into the street below. There is the sound of a child's voice outside, a girl. The voice changes, and hear the exclamation
"oh a cat- it is looking"
Going by the sound of the voice alone, the little girl thinks that cats are good.
The cat stretches her neck to look down into the street, to peer straight down,

No idea what the cat is thinking.