if not it will not

 In the night it is cool, that is one advantage. This summer is really very hot, or maybe it is just the way that the older body reacts to the pressure of the heat and the dampness. In the evenings after four the air in the flat starts to move, a thing it has done regularly over the last few days. 

After a short walk to the shops it becomes necessary to take a siesta, fall asleep and dream of being sick and blind in a strange forest between a road and a river. It is really very strange. Now it is four in the afternoon, and there are the first stirrrings of the air. The question may be asked whether or not this is really a depression,  this inability to start working, this fear of doing anything.

Print a few pictures, well one of those may go into the show to be taxed by the local jury of very local artists. There is no reason to worry over this. If the thing suits the gallery owners concept it will go in, if not it will not.