what on earth would be better?

 It is easy enough to wake in the morning and it is all too easy to fall back asleep again. That is just the way it goes.

Wake up, make breakfast, take the pills and fall back to sleep again, just resting for a moment was the thought, but that is not the way that it worked out.

Got up and took the jacket in from the balcony where it had been drying all night. Plugged in the iron and ironed the jacket and three shirts.

And now write these notes. The feeling of despondency will not go away, there is the feeling that something is wanted.

A friend made the suggestion yesterday that Landshut is not a town worth staying in. The suggestion deserves consideration. It is turning into an expensive town with expensive and unpleasant people. It is not worth it really.

But what on earth would be better?