dis as ter

Seven in the morning, take off the breathing mask, a new one.
Has it helped? There is no memory of sleep, so who knows.

The bathroom, the clothes, the cat.
the kitchen is untidy again, a mess of things just put down and left where used.
A disaster to wake up to

Saturday.
avoid stress, avoid bad humours, avoid rage.

The son is up and about, Working at the computer.

And later he says that he will have a concert with the school choir.
A Christmas concert.

Find the coffee machine standing behind the plastic bottle of coke
Empty, the machine empty too.
Unscrew the top part, empty the grounds from the little metal sieve.
Clear away the store of packed vegetables just deposited in front of the coffee grinder.
Press the button
loud grinding noise.
Refill
Button again
Grinding noise.
Oh, fill the machine, turn on the gas,
butter some bread,
just leave the mess

This was nothing to come home to, It was there last night, but the tiredness was just too great.
Living in other people`s mess.
Family disorder