madness, again

 Nobody cleaned up the kitchen after themselves yesterday. That is the reason for all of the five positions on the gas stove being occupied.

In fury, move the used frying pans and the dirty pots to ones side. After all, the dishwasher is empty, it is not unreasonable to expect the user of the implements to at least put them into the machine to be cleaned. But what for one is reasonable is quite unreasonable for another .  But it is no way to live, this state of permanent provocation.

Clear a small space on the table top and make a breakfast for one. 

Read the news, sunk ships and bad diplomacy are the subjects here.

It is just a matter of scale. Take the prescribed pills and another cup of coffee. In dizziness, lie down on the couch and suffer semi-sleep and hallucinatory day dreams, dreams that present a fully distorted view of reality. Consider that all of this may be very close to a kind of madness, despite the surroundings which offer security and comfort.

Then go to the first floor and try to write from there. This does not work, there is no internet here, and this system needs the contact to the web to work. And the electrical clock in the first floor room has stopped, an electric plug was accidentally removed from its socket. Fix this first, and then go back downstairs to write these notes.

Open the windows, at least a change of air will do good.