sad to be treated with ignorance, sad at the status quo

 The sadness does not go away, it is strange. Spend some time printing an order for prints, pack them, then do the washing. Repair the dishwasher, replace the drain house with a new one, remove the temporarily repaired old one. The cat comes up to the study and jumps onto the lap. Use the flexible cat brush to brush her back, she purrs in snorts. The cat seems content.

The sadness does not leave, on the street, walk to the shops and buy some bread and cheese and eggs and butter. Living of dairy produce is probably silly. On the way back home drop into the drugstore and buy the cat food they sell in their basement household department. The cat eats it, so it cannot be all bad. Go home, be treated to ignorance by the son and the wife. Pack away the shopping and go upstairs. Eat one of the Elstar apples, it would all be in order, but there is still this continual sad feeling. There is some pain in the chest too, but there is really no point in going to the doctor, she will take some measurements and say that you are okay.

The sadness does not go away, the ignorance remains, and nobody will say what is wrong.

It will probably be good to take a holiday in France, a week or two should do no harm.