things that will have to be done sometime

 Today was a bad day, all of it was spent feeling ill and without any strength. From the time in then morning making breakfast, a breakfast that tasted of nothing until bedtime, it was just a day of moping. It was strange to feel so ill.

Exactly what the problem was is unclear. But the situation at home did not help at all. Neither did walking around town, it was just depressing. The situation is generally unpleasant. And then, in the early evening the stomach starts to ache.

Lie down for a few minutes, wake a few hours later. The day has gone, it is night outside. It is slightly chilly, cover up with a blanket.

Walking around town today was entirely unproductive. The most pleasant experience was talking to a woman selling rolls with that Bavarian meatloaf. The meatloaf was not especially delicious either. Bought vegetables in the supermarket, but the kitchen was in such a mess that it just did not feel worthwhile preparing them. This is something that will have to be done tomorrow. There are so many things that will need to be done tomorrow, or the day after, or the day after that. These are all things that will have to be done sometime.

First it will be necessary to deal with the personal feelings and the personal state. It is just not possible to survive any more in this manner.

The Artist wants to have pictures of his wooden sculptures. There is no sure knowledge as to how these are to be done.

The niece wants pictures of her wedding. This is not simple, it is really difficult.

And there is an especially large and full moon on the horizon today, just over the hills