Dry

 the darkness and depressions of this morning have moved on, now after a walk, a meting with a friendly person, a small amount of shopping things are a bit better.

It is five in the evening, the bad times were at ten this morning. A simple feeling of desperation, of not knowing how to deal with the things all around, and the leaden tiredness just asking to lie down in warmth and comfort. A midday shower did help a lot to clear things up. The used clothes were put into the washing machine at this occasion. A walk to the shops only to see that the shop has not brought its shelving problem into some kind of order yet,  and a longer walk up by the river to the next store belonging to that chain. Buy a few things there, including a spot bulb, a thing that has been searched for for some time now. The simple things make a certain amount of happiness.

The bulb now installed works well, it concentrates the available light upon the table surface. That is pleasant enough, the wooden ceiling may now vanish into darkness.

The headaches are still there, but they seem to be receding. That is a good thing. It is cold, but the sudden feeling of bitter cold from this morning has gone.

It is now time to get the washing from the dryer.