fears

Maybe it is better to just relax an to stay quiet, to not respond to the dizzy spells and the coldness in the appendages. It is winter after all, there is no way that warmth and comfort can be induced to stay inside this old house. But the permanent fear and depression, keeping to one place in the house, living in a corner is surely a cause for concern. The pains in the neck, and the back, the whistling in the head, especially on the right, the sore teeth, especially the upper left, are all nasty. The permanent necessity to go the bathroom and all the bits and pieces are all getting to be to much. Perhaps it is just the too much concern with the self, too much introspection. All of the going to work will be gone soon, and there is nothing there that will fill the permanent vacuum, the harbinger of which is the anti virus lockdown.