An early awakening or the nightmare of the same, and then awakening again later to think about this. A synopsis of a bad night following yesterdays unbelievable mistake and trust in electronics and the GPS. Both worked perfectly, but there are two places with the same name. But the dreams were chilly, it was just a meeting of the son in the corridor, and he looking for a lotion. There is no notion why he should be doing this so early in the morning.
Awaken later again, and hear the sound of things in the bathroom.
And all the time, these thoughts of self destruction and hopeless feeling, a wish to be done with it all. Perhaps this is a sign of ageing, but another thought reminds that this happened at almost every time in this life, a life of nearly seventy years.
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