no enthusiasm for anything

 Last night was too long and not really to any good purpose. This morning was too slow and there was no chance to relax really.

Breakfast started with a bad avocado.

These things happen, discard it.

Why care?

Take a shower, that is at least pleasant.

There is a short message then that the hand cart is needed again. This causes work- take the hand cart down the street and help to load a cart.

Be unhappy today, there is nothing to talk about and there is nothing to do. It is not a good day.

The biological waste buckets in the tiny yard are full. Carry them to the bins at the other end of the street and empty the decomposing waste there. Wash out the buckets in the yard.

The dishwasher is half full now.

There is no wish to really continue.

Perhaps it would be good to settle down to a book and then to leave, to go out, and to have a solitary meal and to simply look at strangers being a pain in the neck.